一翻開聖經就看到以下两段話
頓時直中我心
These was what the Babylon King, Nebuchadnezzar wrote:
"At the end of that time, I, Nebuchadnezzar, raised my eyes toward heaven, and my sanity was restored. Then I praised the Most High; I honored and glorified him who lives forever.
His dominion is an eternal dominion; His kingdom endures from generation to generation. All the peoples are regarded as nothing. He does as he pleases with the powers of heaven and the peoples of the earth. No one can hold back Hid hand or say to him: What have you done?
At the same time that my sanity was restored, my honor and splendor were returned to me for glory of my kingdom. My advisers and nobles sought me out, and I was restored to my throne and became even greater than before. Now i, Nebuchadnezzar, praise and exalt and glorify the King of heaven, because everything He does is right and all His ways are just. And those who walk in pride he is able to humble." (Daniel, 4:34-37)
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord." (James 1:2-7)
最近有太多疑問一直困擾在心裏
今天上帝給了我答案+功課
（一）*高傲*
尼布甲尼撒 歷史上偉大的古代巴比倫國王
傳說中空中花園的建造者
曾征服了猶大國和耶路撒冷
曾建造自己的金像 使喚萬民敬拜自己
無人之下 萬人之上的他
高傲無比
有次 旱災直擊巴比倫 人民受苦 國王突然失去了人民 臣子的愛戴
毫無把 耶和華 放在眼裏的他 尋求上帝的幫助 並承認祂為神
最後高傲的尼布甲尼撒 寫了以上的話語（Daniel, 4:34-37）
回想起來 一路走來確實都不容易
但礙於自己的鐵性子 都覺得沒有什麼事自己是解決不了的
“船到橋頭自然直” 船到橋頭了 就算沒路走 轉個灣看到洞就轉進去吧
爬出洞口後 又是柳岸見花明 能過一天就一天啊 呵呵
你看吧 未停雨走到現在還活得好好的
“geng"得高傲的我 擡起頭 拍打著胸口 不往回看一路向前走著
其實 好想好好大聲地哭一場
其實 我不是你們想象那麼勇敢
其實 很想埋怨 但最後都選擇忽視
我忘了
忘了如果這一步一腳印 若不是靠著上帝的恩典走著
放棄 是我和每個人一樣的選擇
有時候 對上帝存有一種摸不著的失望感
如果說這不是你要我走的 那為何給了我希望 過後卻又拿掉呢？
但如今 頓時明白上帝對我的用意
我錯了 錯得離譜
高傲如我若不好好處理掉其高傲本性 再好的事奉 好的計劃
給了我 也拿捏不住
（二）*堅忍*
一直以來 都覺得自己很堅強
忍耐 有比過去好 不過看來在上帝眼裏我還可以再好>
忍耐 耐心 一直是我一大挑戰
買了食物要等兩分鐘才吃 已經很不耐煩了
更何況要去等待 一個不知什麼時候才給於答復的未來
一年裏碰上了好些讓人耐人尋味的事和人 直往極限裏沖
過去很愛往別人的極限挑戰的我 如今倒過來
上帝這招 實在 妙！呵呵
沒辦法啊 最了我的 招架得住我的
也只有祂啦
等待 是件極痛苦的事
忍耐 是個沒辦法中最好的應對方法
好的 我願意 學習
God, can You please bear with me?
我也知道 走到最後 這條路上只有我和你:)
God:"My child, look down on the foot print, is mine, not yours. I'm bearing you going through together:)"
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